I can't believe it's been 6 months since I've written in this blog. Many things have changed.
I really, really, really, really, really hated that job at the hospital. I knew I would too. I dreaded every morning I had to wake up and go to that job. It is such a poorly organized place.
I have since left that job and started a brand new job as a nurse reviewer. It's not even in a clinical setting, but that's probably a good thing. I could use a break. I truly am burned out of nursing. I'm sure after a while, I will miss working directly with patients. For now, I will enjoy reviewing Medicaid cases, and sitting at a computer all day.
I still haven't found a new psychiatrist. It is so frustrating that I've given up. I have managed to stay on my medication, at least for the most part. I did stop taking my wellbutrin and lexapro for about two weeks. I could feel the anger building up inside, so I decided to start taking them again.
I would say, overall, I feel much better than I did six months ago. I still stay at home most of the time that I'm not working. That really needs to change. I feel like I am wasting my life away, but staying home so much. I need to get out and enjoy life. Will someone come and drag me out of the house?
turn, turn, turn - Thanks for all who commented and supported on my last post. I'm out of hospital after three weeks, and things are worse, if anything. No meds except Valiu...
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