I can't believe it's been 6 months since I've written in this blog. Many things have changed.
I really, really, really, really, really hated that job at the hospital. I knew I would too. I dreaded every morning I had to wake up and go to that job. It is such a poorly organized place.
I have since left that job and started a brand new job as a nurse reviewer. It's not even in a clinical setting, but that's probably a good thing. I could use a break. I truly am burned out of nursing. I'm sure after a while, I will miss working directly with patients. For now, I will enjoy reviewing Medicaid cases, and sitting at a computer all day.
I still haven't found a new psychiatrist. It is so frustrating that I've given up. I have managed to stay on my medication, at least for the most part. I did stop taking my wellbutrin and lexapro for about two weeks. I could feel the anger building up inside, so I decided to start taking them again.
I would say, overall, I feel much better than I did six months ago. I still stay at home most of the time that I'm not working. That really needs to change. I feel like I am wasting my life away, but staying home so much. I need to get out and enjoy life. Will someone come and drag me out of the house?
turn, turn, turn
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Thanks for all who commented and supported on my last post.
I'm out of hospital after three weeks, and things are worse, if anything.
No meds except Valiu...
12 years ago